Szia from Budapest, my last solo trip before my grand return to reality in A WEEK!
Thoughts over goulash: I’ve been worrying and carrying an overall sense of misplacement in the past couple of days. But this afternoon when I caught myself frowning in the dressing room—it hit me. I need to…
Just had the craziest wave of homesickness hit. In a good way, I guess. I’ll survive the next two weeks..
Miss these fools!
If even one person watches it, its worth posting!
This video is about neuroscience and explaining why the brain does what is does.
Sometimes is amazes me how much there is out there in the world to learn.
It is as if each year of my life that I live, I am given bigger pieces to the biggest puzzle
It gets funny because there are so many theories out there. And they all weave together. Life is just a game. Karma is our way of all getting a chance to win, lose, and play every character.
Whether you try to influence the mind through ideas and concepts, or through discipline and vows, or through drugs, you are trying to stimulate artificially a state of silence. Perhaps if we are friendly with the mind, if we watch the mind, if we understand the mind, if we let it wander, let it roam about wherever it wants, let it exhaust its momentum by wandering, without scolding, without praising, without
condemning it might exhaust its momentum and arrive at the simple innocent silence.Vimala Thakaer
from http://spiritquotes.com/quotes/vimala_thakar_quotes/vimala_thakar_quotes1.htm
All our emotions and thoughts are conditioned reflexes, reactions.
What I want: An inner dialogue
I want to feel connected to my Granny. I want to send her an egg.
I don’t want to call Richard Wagner, I hate asking for money, even though its technically mine. I feel like he’s mad at me for how I spend it. He doesn’t know me. I should spend it how I want.
I’ll call him later.
I want to send G and G T some sausages. And write two cute notes.
I want to send Nonnie an egg. Make that three cute notes.
I want to send R & S the vase, beers, sausage, and coat. Add one postcard.
Three cute notes and a post card.
Must shower… Want tea…
YES! Goals.
I think aliens were landing outside my window! Or there was a drill. What was that repeating voice staying in Czech… The strangest noises are ringing
Sketch Book St Ives 2009 I think..
I love that town!
I want to look up words to describe this picture. It’s more than beautiful, its vocabulary enhancing and clarity inducing work of art.
Its precise and imaginative, colorfully tasteful!
So I bought a really interesting book called 8 Ways to Tell Your Fortune and the section on Tarot really inspired me to use them more often to get to know them better. So I am doing a daily drawing of one card to try and get insight on challenges that might arise throughout the day.
Yesterday, Monday, I drew the Moon card, which usually relates to intuition and deception. The advise given was to take it as a warning that things weren’t all that they seem. I think it actually turned out to represent something with my cycle… I was giving myself a really hard time about eating too much and I realized I usually do that around a certain point of the month and that I should be a little bit easier on myself. Women used to menstruate around the cycle of the moon, so it seemed pretty insightful to me!
This morning, Tuesday, I drew the Tower card. It is actually pretty scary looking, with two people falling out a huge tower being struck by lightening and this dark, black background, but I really like what it offers up. This card represents an unexpected event and having the courage to adapt and accept changed circumstances. “A breakdown of the old to herald the new”






